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Little bit about me that I have are some good, but most of my life was and still is horrible. I have PTSD, Depression, Eating disorder, Anxiety Disorder, and Panic disorder. It is the worst things that happened to my life.
I was trying to do my best to get myself better, but it hard when i became Antisocial and alone without my lover. Been Bullied for years, and after that I become a loner before I started to date to my lover.
I hate being betrayed, lied to, been bullied, and the worst thing is that I been stalked on the internet to know where I lived at, but that is a long story to tell.


Favorite Movie: Halloween (All of them by Michael Myers)
Favorite TV Show: Manifest, Taken, NCIS, Bull, and Caste
Favorite things that I Write: Romance, Horror, Poetry, Non-Fiction.
Favorite Music: Bad Wolves, Five Finger Death Punch, Fall out Boy
Favorite types of Music: Rock, Metal, Nightcore, Pop.

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#ANTI-SOCIAL #Anime4Lyfe #AgainstBullies

'People with antisocial personality disorders aren't automatically bad, they simply approach the world with a more ruthless set of lenses. The lack of empathy or very weak empathy and the ability to read other people's weak spots can be a flammable combination when you get in the way of something they want. But they aren't a different species. They're a part of our spectrum.'

~Eden Robinson

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Suffered by her

by , Thursday September 20, 2018
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Suffered by her

Pained

Life with full of tears


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  • MoonlightPoet_Selene

    mumbled "Just Why me?"

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    Is it bad that sometimes that I feel a little bit jealous when someone that I know have 2 best friends in real life and I have none? Cause I been feeling that for a long while. I lost my best friend, because it was a terrible time for me, and now Having none made me feel like in the most worst place that I am that I am stuck at home all the time and no money and no car to drive to go anywhere. I only have a couple of bucks in my pocket, but not enough to do something. I am afraid of some people that have anger issues or the people that I knew that makes fun of me mostly and i can't do nothing about it. I have a hard time to speak up for myself cause of my Mental disorders that I have and it no fun at all. i feel like crap when I have a little bit of jealously problems, but i can't help it. why am I even here? I feel like that I knew why, but mentally I don't know at all. I am just Mentally tired of life when I am stuck at the house all the time, I am not even joking. I just hate this time of life that I'm in.
  • MoonlightPoet_Selene

    mumbled "Sorry.."


    I been gone for a little bit. I been going through a lot lately.
    MoonlightPoet_Selene
    @[Gothboicllique96] I just have been through a lot in these last few months and most of the time that I couldn't control my emotions. It a long story
    Xela
    2 months ago
    It's all good, we have those moments ourselves. Just take it all in one stride at a time.
  • MoonlightPoet_Selene

    mumbled "This is from a few months ago...."

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    I can’t sleep at all cause of some things in my life is and was a wreck. My Anxiety is going up ever since a few months back and i am tired of some certain person that i know that wants to ruin people life like mine. I am sick of High School Drama, and certain person that i know needs to grow up and have a life. If anyone wants to know, ask me cause i am tired pf this is stuck into my chest for years. Sometimes that i feel like that i am done with life and sometimes that it the opposite of that. I have a eating disorder since i was 4 cause how i been treated when i was little. Depression and anxiety came from my age between 8-10 years old. PTSD came from my high school life that i became Anti-Social. also from my Panic Attacks. I don’t want to talk about my other thing that happened to me a couple years ago cause it pains me. I am done with Certain things of life. I need support in my life that i can’t handle anymore and sometimes that i dislike myself for it. the past wants to haunt me forever. dreams that i had is about my past and it hurts badly. it hard to tell someone and sometimes that i want to go in a dark hole. I am a broken soul that is hard to fix. i only need one person and it my man that i love.



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    #depression #PTSD #Anxiety #; #eatingdosorder #pain #suffer #Brokenperson #hurt #stopdrama #stopbulliedme #2013 #2014 #2015 #2016 #2017 #2018 #yearsgoesby #PanicDisorder #AntiSocial

    I don't know if I have this. it fine
    wolfpack200
    8 months ago
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    I'm sorry you had to go through that.
    MoonlightPoet_Selene
    thanks
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